Where is it that people can find a hiding place?
When your mind is constantly floating in space?
Where everywhere you go feels like winter’s embrace?
When every feeling you’ve ever had has been misplaced?
Where can I hide when every time I close my eyes,
I can slowly feel myself start to demonize?
Please show me where the broken souls roam,
when no one’s arms feel like home.
There are days I just can’t block out the pain anymore.
The sadness in everyone’s eyes decides to become alive
There is going to be a period at the end of your youth that will haunt you for the rest of your days.
During this time, you will learn that every caterpillar won’t someday fly away.
You will experience how cold the world really is and what courage it takes to keep your heart warm.
Despite everything you were told growing up, love is not remotely close to a perfect art form.
You will realize that your years are sometimes spent trying to survive instead of living and that there are way too many people on this Earth to do the Devil’s bidding.
Your worst demons are your next of kin and it will take way longer than anyone likes to admit to loving their own skin.
there is something beautiful that happens you finally learn how to be alone.
Pieces that people stole from you will now begin to organically grow.
Embrace the chaos.
In a place where the sun never seems to shine,
I had to create a light,
even if evil fuels the design.
Every new lover I then come to find
is a different flower I plant in the garden of my mind.
Get lost in the maze of colors and you will see,
they are beautiful,
but not just one can satisfy me.
I will gladly take you as my lawfully wedded wife.
To have and to hold,
while I slowly destroy your life.
When you’re feeling at your worst,
I will lie to make it seem better.
I promise I will be the one to sign your resignation from the world letter.
This sickness inside my soul will continue to deteriorate your health.
The days I bring you to your knees
is how I’ll count my wealth.
Till death do us apart,
I swear to poison your heart.